Take it outside

Have you seen the actual reality of a monsters cry?
Or only an illusion?
The product of a tortured brain...
Sucking the hallucinitory acid into the system...

Wow...university starts wednesday. Schooltime depression has started already. I put away most of my cd's and replaced them with more upbeat ones in an effort to try and improve my mood. I'm still in that bad place, only now I dont have violent/sad lyrics running through my head all the time. At least it's an improvement, and any improvement is welcome.

My goals for this year are to spend more time concentrating on schoolwork, less time on the computer and in front of the tv, and possibly be a little more outgoing, make some friends, and if a girlfriend. Everything else is trivial right now compared to school though. (we'll see how long this lasts...im betting it will wear off within a month...it always does**)